Ahhhhhhhhhh. A headache.
Some call it growing pains. I call it a jungle of annoyance.
My world is still a mess, but I do see the light at the end of this tunnel: yes, my deliverance is upon me. 2012, so far, has been an abundance of blessings, I just had to open my eyes to see the flowers of blessings that blossomed before me. So easily do we walk through our gardens of life trampling over the small flowers while searching for something much greater, much larger when in actuality, those small delicate flowers were the blessings. If only we had just walked gracefully through our gardens to stop and notice the flowers of blessings before us.
Our race for quantity hinders our blessings of quality.
But, how many of us knew that? And be honest with yourself darling. I didn’t always and I still have to remind myself that (as soon as I remember to remind myself to remind myself of that…right).
It gets frustrating at times because I just simply want the answers. Why didn’t I know that that flower was my blessing? Why didn’t God send me an email to let me know? Or at least a text? I’m tired; I don’t feel like trying to figure it out, just give me the answers. Do you ever feel like that? Unfortunately, life fails to hand me and you the answers. Sigh.
I guess, we have to keep trying to figure it all out.
But, wouldn’t it be nice to know the answers?